i'm delaying my mandi time just to blog about this. i m that excited about it. no, not about excited, but it's more about wanting to share it with u guys. with the public. of what i think about speculations. that's more like it.
anyway, i had this shocking news over dinner with my 'fellowship of the gossip' :P..since this is a fellowship comprises of women, our general topic would be about men. since we are the hotties of the scene, so generally we talk about the hotties in between. hahah.
ok. here it goes. i have this one guy fren who is like seriously a heartthrob. girl would just melt looking into his eyes. caught in a confined space with this guy seems like a girl's dream come true. talking to him is just another way for girls to avoid obvious drooling n salivating. no, i m serious. he is THAT hot. (and single). and frankly, what does a hot guy like him doing with a girl like me? kan ? kan?
i noticed that each time we are out together be it with his friends, or my friends, or only the two of us, he rarely looks into any girls at all (no, i m not telling u guys that i'm HOT!! haha). but come to think of it, he rarely looks away pon, either to male or female. apart from that, he never speaks of other girls (except mengumpating with me). nor he speaks about other guys too. i mean, he is like really hot, and yet he talks about no other girls? cam tak caya kan? like he never tells me about the girls that adores the path he walks in, nor complimenting any girls about anything. nor he talks about any guys, be it fashion sense, big boys toys or appearence for that matter.
today, i got to know from a fren that he has never dated a girl because.......he is GAY. i mean, no offence of being gay, but he just dont look like one. or act like one. too me, i tot he was just being indifferent (as clarified in the abovementioned). since he never bitch about anyone, and he never did tell or act like he fancied any human being. and yet i'm the closest human being that he has here, (maybe for now la) and how could i not know that?
i have plenty of gay friends. even when they dont admit it, u could actually sense certain things. the way they think about certain people, how they would bitch about the opposite sex, or how they look when they see anyone of the same sex that they fancy. even their body language seems pretty obvious when their prey are within sight. hehe. i am recalling my topshop days that is.
ok fine. this guy has a lot of piercings but none on the tongue and i wasnt sure if there's any at the genitals. so, since the excitement was too high for me to know whether he's gay or not, i dared myself asking him if he might have piercing on his genital. can u believe that? i did ask. and thank god, he said none. but then again, that still wont justify him for not being gay innit.
so i thought of having this date with him , and really wanting to ask this to him. i m just that type. i rather ask then keep on speculating. especially when it involves close friends. if kawan2 jauh, i couldnt care less lah kot. :P..
but that's the thing..adakah ia SESUAI?(for my non malay speaking friends, = would it be APPROPRIATE??) coz frankly, i just couldnt comprehend the very idea of him being a homosexual. perhaps i could if him being a BI- though.
i dont know. first thing is, i am sad. not because i fancy him or anything like that, but i think he is a HIGH QUALITY male specimen, and it'll be such a waste if they dont reproduce or regenerate. and there will be more girls like me who ends up being just single and ready to mingle like forever. haha. do u guys get what i mean?
ok. off to mandi. hope to hear some response.
