romeo and juliet

i was watching romeo and juliet when i heard this song. so i googled. coz i really didn't know who sang it. i seriously thought it was Nice Stupid Playground. heh. tp takkan la in an American movie.

maka saya google. maka, it is The Wannadies. then i remembered, the one person who introduced me to The Wannadies was Bobo. skandal lama saya yang berada di Seremban dan tidak lagi dapat dihubungi.




dan memandangkan he was the one who introduced Muse to me, i would like to share also my favourite and i bet everybody's favourite Muse song, Unintended. lagu ni mcm mendalam aje maksudnya back then. heh.



whoever is from Seremban, and happens to know a Bobo [which nama sebenar dia serius i dah lupa. hehehehe], pls send my regards to him. i still have his gelang. ;)

mengenai that Thursday Matinee, we already have the news of our next endeavour. However, i would like to keep it quiet until a black & white document spells it out. and then i would let u guys know. ok? to those friends who called from afar, who texted, who ym-ed, who emailed me, thank you for your concern. and despite i bet u guys might have shared the nice bit of the news, we should wait until it's official then we go celebrate okaaaaay?

owh i am gona miss you guys.

thursday matinee

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the meeting is today. right now. can't wait for the outcome by noon. eh, ntah2 cancelled? owh shucks! will update you guys about it.

II

i went out with my lelaki-yang-saya-ingat-buahhati-saya-tapi-saya-mungkin-bukan-buahhati-dia {or in short my ex-bf la. hehe] and he had to tell me that he is going to get engaged. to an ustazah. recommended by his grandmother. he basically doesn't know her. and u know how i felt? i was unsure of how i felt. i am not sure what am i supposed to feel? that should be good la kan. maknanye i sebenarnye tak sedih la kan? heh. well, keep this as a secret tau. don't tell him that u know from my blog. he only told some close friends. well, i am of course his closest friend before we decided on dating each other la kan.

III

i was not impressed by some political youth's ways of protesting to an agency. mockery doesn't become you. it should not become you. the political youth. takkan la cetek pikirannye. there are better/smarter/rational ways to show protest. some people who seem to have so much time protesting the world, i bet they have less time to do work. are you doing anything for those who voted for u? pls la, get back to work.

IV

i forgot to share with you guys another thing. i have started teaching maths again. mcm exciting kan. an 11th grader. tp am teaching her 10th grade mathematics. well, not too bad. but some formulas came to me purely from my memories. pergh. memang kentang. :D

okay, byk kerja ni. i'll update more after the 'meeting'. heh.

help!

whether a misfortune happens in your area or not, if u happen to know about it, by right u should help la kan? especially when there's no one else to help that person kan?

even the lives in Gaza we helped by donating a wee bit of our money kan?

but then, i can't believe my eyes when i read about this headmistress in Sekolah Wawasan Tun Sambathan who didn't want to help a Jamilah Mohammad who was being thrown chilli powder and vinegar as a warning not to compete for a post in the school Parent-Teacher Association.

WHADAF**K?????!!

a post in PTA sekolah? gila ordinary post yg nak direbutkan ni. and itu pon the headmistress couldn't help by making a police report, just because it didn't happen in her school compound? my gosh!

tah tah the headmistress bersubahat tak with that act? hish. if i was there, konfem gurubesar ni jugak i skolakan cukup2. takde kemanusiaan ke? i can't believe that she was made headmistress.
heidzir, do something about it! heheh. ask BSM MOE to do something. by right the SUB should pick this up while reading the papers today.

Malaysians are just weird la kan. asal nama dia jawatan, sume nak berebut. please la. that goes for our political scene gak la tu. malas nak komen. booooorrrrrringgg!

songs

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udin, masa ni la kita joget kat bawah tu kan? kan? haha.

azmal, mana nya CD free ni? ;)

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enjoy!

next week

the one phrase that i hate right now, or have been hating for the past 11 weeks is 'next week'.

please don't come to me and utter those words anymore. i had enough.

next week is just 23 hours away. and if this next week, gives no result of anything that is promised of next week, then shut up. don't say a word. don't dare telling me it's another next week.

i hate the phrase. i am tired of it.

p/s: am suppose to be sleeping right now, but i just can't. i have been berangan in my bed for the past half an hour, only to be dragging my feet back to my laptop and start blogging.

the death of an art(ist)

ibrahim hussein passed away yesterday. he might not be my uncle, or related to me in any ways, but i felt so sad by his death.

ibrahim hussein was my subject for an assignment during an art course back in UM. i adore this guy. i knew the name way before i attended any art classes. he is so bloody renowned.

if u guys have the chance to go read about him, u'll appreciate his efforts into becoming the man he is today. his determination is admirable. and i bet you guys would be driven to excel in anything that u do.

i wish i could locate my assignment and share with you guys the real intipati that i had about him. but seriously that was in 2002, and all my harta karun i think is in Kluang.

if anyone wants to have a look at his paintings, kat library UM penuh dengan his artwork. i think balai seni lukis negara would have it. now i m not sure la plak.

moga Allah mencucuri roh Ibrahim Hussein.

pengajaran pelbagai sudut

i have to pity that Selangor State Exco who has become the victim of technology. i pity her that this could be the falling of her career. i pity her that she dated a bastard that obviously was trying to smear her good name.

maybe we can't blame her for the pictures since it was taken while she was asleep. [btw, sape ada gambo dia ni? nak gak tgk. tah2 takde la semenggah sgt,tp kecoh aje]. but usually, this kinda pics are taken within the girls consent.

so to girls out there, please take pengajaran from all this nude pics/videos issues. even if u are dead serious about the current boyfriend/scandal/part-time lover/one night stand/fuck buddies, never ever let them take pictures of you without the necessary clothings (bra, bikini, thong, tees, tudung, whatever la that you consider necessary). maybe at the time of the event, u find it all exciting, adventurous and super loving, but these men can always walk away from u and extort u from all sorts of ways. and when u don't give in, that's the time they would publish the pics/videos to the papers la, on blogs la, copy in CDs la, distribute to friends via MMS la.

seriously. take my words seriously. how often have we heard of this problem? waaaaay too often. tp tu la, we don't take any heed out of this.

people, pandai makan, pandai la simpan. and seriously by having your activities or compromising acts taken, its obvious that is no way of simpan-ing it. that is part of advertising it. lain hari, nak tengok lagi video geli2 tu together. esok2, lelaki simpanan tu plak wants to show to his friends plak. then, his friends would want to show to his girlfriends plak. then his girlfriends nak tunjuk pada adik lelaki diorang yang kecik2 umur 12 tahun plak. Sudahnye ada pulak bapak umur 13 tahun dgn girlfriend hanya berusia 15 tahun ada anak seorang di Malaysia ni pulak. or ada anak yang disimpan dalam laci plak.

peningla. i takmo baca suratkhabar lagi la. pening.

buenos dias

last monday, my faraway star has come near me. looking me straight into the eyes. and now it is gone. are stars only made for dreaming and never can be yours to keep?

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my girlfriend just broke up again for (maybe) the 2nd time with a loser bf yesterday. i know she is sad right now, but i can't help it but to say 'i told u before..'. i've warned her of this loser bf and reminded her of all the shitty things he did to her. but she thought she was giving him a second chance, when at the same moment, he was two-timing her. fucker la this bugger.

to the fucker -> look bastard, you are one damn fucking ugly bastard. please dont come near my gf. you had to twotimed her, and u dare talking bad things about her. and you think that u belong in this society we live in? u r one sampah sarap that dont belong anywhere. dont make me see u anywhere la. i might just knock the living out of u. [pergh, rasa mcm gangster gila.]

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and my faraway star has its own sun. still the same sun.

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damn, i am dead hungry. will blog more later. in the meantime, check them out. pls layan Nora Zain. i love the song. gua mmg antu disco ar. :P . i can play this song over and over again tanpa rasa jemu. my new morning song ;)

you know that i am such a fool for you

i) brief updates

gosh, it has been weeks since the last time i blogged. itu aje la intro typical coming from me. i was so bloody occupied with god knows what la kan.

anyway i seriously decided on blogging today from the office at lunch hour just because i am bloody sleepy and my brains just don't seem to function well.

sengal kan.

anyway, i never thought that someone would actually be bothered by me not updating my blogs. ok ,frankly, not someone la. some 3 people la gak were asking about my updates.

people, i would love to update u on the story of my life, tp kang kata poyo la. haha or bosannya budak ni talking about herself, and how great she is, or asyik2 masalah yg sama. u know, i'll be too bloody predictable.

as i mentioned before to Shake, i guess life has come almost full cycle that whatever i am experiencing now, are merely the same stuff i had before. with different faces and different settings. tp background of any problems or experiences are all the same.

and yes, masih tiada berita about my posting. i know, u people have been checking me out just to get the news kan? :D jangan risau. once i know, i'll have the title of that entry ALL CAPS ok? heh.

ii) tilik nasib

i had the guts to go to Master Chin to have my palms and my fate be read. and from all the readings he made, he told me that I will get married by 30. No choice katanye. haha. then he said, my first child is a girl, and i won't have many children, the most is 2.

he said that i am bloody degil and very indecisive. he said i can't keep a secret and i m a very straightforward person. he said that i am smart and i am a fast learner, and the guy i must marry has to be way smarter than i am and travelled more than i do. *hint!*

he said that the guy that i have my thoughts on, by his birthdate and tarot reading, is someone who is sexually active and if i want to keep him, i have to entertain to his wants (but i thought to myself, that couldn't be bad, could it? heheh. lagi la bagus!) . and he said, that he didnt see marriage in any near future. and with this particular guy, it might take a year or two before we tie the knot (that could only happen if he knows that i have the hots for him la kan? :D azni, don't tell ok? huhu)

iii) oscar wilde

"the commonest thing is delightful if one only hides it"

"i make a great difference between people. i choose my friends for their good looks, my acquaintances for their good characters, and my enemies for their good intellects. a man cannot be too careful in the choice of his enemies."

"men marry because they are tired;women, because they are curious; both are disappointed"

'it is only the sacred things that are worth touching"

"when one is in love, one always begins by deceiving one's self, and one always ends by deceiving others. that is what the world calls a romance"

now friends, how could i not fall in love with this kind of writing? u tell me. right now , i am so in love with this book 'the picture of dorian gray'. i love the thoughts he put in the dialogue. in the character of a particular Lord Henry.

pls pls pick up this book. penulisan dia sangat best. his thinking, his evaluation and observation of the human nature gets your attention. and his manners. goodness.

ok, i really have to stop here. someone has asked me out for dinner. woohoo. ;)

if sempat i'll talk more about the book. and if lagi la sempat, i'll type more on the adventures of the yippieya sisterhood :D if lagi sempat, i'll talk to you, my faraway star.

til free time comes around again. muahs.