today I m suppose to get done wif my fail meja..seen my mum doing it..it almost kills her..hehe..but here, the fail meja aint so thick pon..but the things I need to have in it, aren’t available right now..i mean the source are all outstation..
Anyway my issue for the week would be frenship kot..i find it very disappointing that my very very bestfren ( or so I thought he was ) declined my needs of having his details as my sahabat karib in the borang keselamatan. I wonder wats the big deal wif d form dat he actually denied me..u see ppl, once I declared the names of my sahabat karib, one out of the 2 would be interviewed by the special branch..well in order to confirm whtr one is fit to work in the govt, they hv to interview ur close frens to make sure I m an alrite person, has nothing to do wif any pergerakan kiri or smthng like dat. N the details I gave them are valid…
so anyway, back to my point. maybe all this while its juz me who sees him as a bestfren. To him, I m juz another fren..so I guess my forms are to no importance to his life..now, for all these 11 years of frenship, dun tell me suddenly ur girlfren wld be jealous if u ever give me ur details…well, this is not my first time kot of having so-called bestfrens who dun really care…but I almost never learn anything from it..i always treat frens like goodfrens..goodfrens like bestfrens, n treat my bestfrens like siblings…I m not hating my fren now, but I guess I juz need to choose them wisely..n never take it that 11years is a long time to ever declare a best fren..years of frenship plays no role in determining the best…this issue I take it to my heart bcoz I think highly of him, regard him as a brother n his family as mine.. of course its his right to decline wateva nonsense I needed..but actually bcoz its from him, dat bothers me the most..i m used to rejections, so basically I dun mind frens of no real connection rejects me..but not him..
to my bestfren, guess u might know who u r, now I know where I stand in that world of yours. U were important ( maybe still are) in my life, guess I wasn’t in yours..
well enuf of my issue..i m kinda hungry…all this air cond makes me hungry..
5 comments:
babe,jgn cepat kecik hati.lantakla die.maybe ur bestfren x leh tolong u dlm hal ni jer.there's a reason why and x kan kita nk paksa kan?cheers babe!
and that person is ME!mua Shafik Afendi Surkery.yup like nujuii said i have reasons and as a dear friend i'd hope you'll understand.there are things aren't mentioble.i know your're VERY UPSET with me but i have my reasons.i know you are more than mad.PISSssssED.yup,i do make mistakes.i'm just...human
maybe this one time of refusal downgrades me from the bestfriend title.what can i say?what can i do?honestly i don't know.all i can ask is for an honest apology.itujelah yg aku mampu.c'monlah it ain't worth all that hate and anger.sekian.chin up!
ek ene..mana ko agak beb? pandai la ko..to shafik, i m sorry..hope we can straighten things out..cheers!
memang aku pandai,nak exploit aje(bahasa jumy nih!)
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