in love with a perfect stranger

a month ago, i fell in love..with a stranger..a total total stranger..
a month later, i fall out of love, coz the stranger is still a stranger...


i took the leap into the unknown
juz for the thrill of it
i thot i was in for a ride of a lifetime

but now i m already bored
am tired of entertaining petty issues

i m still not sure of my feelings towards the stranger
nor i have trust at all

however if i dun take this leap
i wouldnt know the fun
i wouldnt learn how to love again
n how to bear with a person again
how to be patient
n to endure pain again


but this is a pain i can bear with
this is the pain i no longer fear of
this is the pain i dun feel much pain either

hence, this relationship has no reason to stop
it has all the elements of a relationship
:p
anyway wat im trying to prove here
is my ability to endure pain

well, dunno where this roller coaster will stop

but when the sharp corner comes, n i feel like puking
guess that is when i would need to stop

all the things i went thru before
sure has hardened myself and created a better me
(or so i think i m better off now heheh)

cheers!!