hello world...wat u r about to read is a journal i wrote when i was in KB..the other day, i told rashid that i dun write day to day activities in my blog..well guess there's always a first time...hahaah...the thing with the tumpat journal was it was incomplete..i can only bear typing after 3 days..after that i couldnt find time to type everything that was going on...i have plenty of issues to argue right about now but time is such a restricted matter, i wish i could juz buy them (come to think of it, i already bought time over n over again..think of the tolls u pay, movies u watch, parking tickets..)

JOURNEY TO THE UNKNOWN


14th may 2006
Mother’s day

I was from kb this morning.by 11.30 on the bus heading to tumpat. Got my mak angkat around 2pm..now, she was way hot among the kampong folks…aha! Now I know, she is the wife of a contractor. They own like 4 cars. Used to have more than that but sold it to anak sedara and bekas pekerja. All the plate number was 4111 including the bike.,.

n I go wow!! My abah angkat is a contractor who works from home., that means someone else is handling his business in kuala lipis..again wow!! This is dahsyat la…but then other mates got some really kampong folks where they cant even interact in the first place..pity them..n mmg idup susah.. one part it is good for that is the main objective that we ppl are here,..the other part is, being in that particular surrounding u wouldn’t know wat to do either.,.its hard to get along with them in the first place, let alone study for more infos from them..

however, kids like ezri n nisha, they got all the hotshots in town..wif printers and all, I mean now that’s lucky u know..but u never know,,,ok back to my family..i basically now 4 extra siblings.sister 26 yrs old working in kl ,,was in unitar but quit half way.the bro a 20 yr old boy in kolej islam doing a diploma..the next kid is a 15 year old girl who stays at home n always die of boredom at home but enjoys conversation wif me..n the lil boy who is 7 years old, is pretty much reserve wif strangers…but dat would change..all in due time J…

for this first day, I think I actually finish 100bucks juz to call up everyone dat includes my kelantanese uncle and billions of smses either comforting other mates or bz gossiping with frens wif new parents…ok, cant wait for tmw as the whole bunch is meeting in pej yb in wakaf baru..am still clueless on things we should do in this kg…not sure who is gonna help me..khai is agak jauh n zaidi pon..so not much help from them either…ok dats it./.gudnite//11.46pm


16th may 2006
Teachers’ day

I couldn’t make any entry last nite coz I was kaput by 9pm…gosh, I was dead tired I suppose..i cant be long this morning either coz I need to have a look at the proposal that we r going to give to the SU Dun later…I got to know yesterday dat my abah was the ketua penerangan umno kawasan wakaf baru ni…well I never tot..n I got to know I was the only one who dare to go anywhere wif abah…coz everyone else would juz freak out hanging out wif abah as abah is a very strict man..


Ok, yesterday activity was actually hanging out the pej yb..chitchatting wif mates discussing on the projects we can propose..me n frens came out wif so many ideas,among others were repaint the bus stop n collecting old garbages ie tins, cans, bottles,,..however both ideas were opposed by my abah in the meeting as the govt shouldn’t be doing ‘kerja-kerja kotor’ (?) and painting cant be done coz it depends on the sponsors themselves..n btw, there aint any bus stop exactly at my kampong..sigh,..


But we do came up wif projek ceramah motivasi n kerjaya for the form six kids..i hope that wld get the approval we needed as I am the pengarah projek…phew..worried..ok..i’ll g et back TO U later alrite..coz I need to have a look at the proposal ..daaaa..7.56am


Hullo..it’s almost 10pm..gosh I m so tired and frustrated..nik juz disappoint me big time..we did so many amendments but in the end, she printed out the original ones..and all the budget was wrong.the latarblkg of the proposal was wrong too..and now since I m so pissed off I m getting very detail with everything..i check with the spellings and the whole sentence again..redo them, readjust the flow, corrected all the shortened terms..gesh, now I m the nitty gritty type..frankly I have a million words to criticize this selebet girl but I juz dun have the energy to do so…


She mainly reminds me of the ketua pengawas pompuan back in skool whc I never could agree with..she is the pretty face, kindly and smart girl that everyone loves to vote..however looks ALWAYS is deceiving(world, can u actually get wat this MEANS?!!)..i thot pretty girls n smarty pants like her would actually be meticulous in their work..but she proves me wrong ..as for me, I know I don’t have the eyes for details (I mean when it comes to work, I nvr do..but if its fashion, of course I do :p )..i rate myself pretty low when it comes to work details coz I love working fast, to me work needs to be done with, n not to be lingered on with..

so whoever now I see dat actually cant even double check every proposals or writings, would come under BAD or SELEBET MAUT in my book. Coz I m selebet enuf, n yet I still do notice these things, that means she’s more selebet or SELEBET MAUT than I am..sigh..so much for the femininity and leadership qualities..gladly to remind u guys that this girl was once the ‘penghulunita’ for the first semester of my course..so basically I presume dat she must at least be good in doing project proposals..of all ppl, she should at least be the one who knows wat are the things dat one needs to include in the project proposals and in the project itself.ARGH!! so much for the ‘leadership experience’..

Ppl, I guess I m juz too frustrated coz I m dead tired..me n 3 mates went to the skool dat we wanted to have our project wif, we did all the calls and discussed budgets and negotiate facilities and supplies, and she was basically at the office doing nothing much? She is a SUCKER, big time..ok, have to end this..zaidi is coming for the laptop later n I m tired of typing from 7am til 10pm..nite world, nite! 10.25pm