Monday, July 02, 2007

karma

perhaps i am like this all this while , but i didnt have the guts to digest the truth.

perhaps what's happening to me right now, is exactly karma.

perhaps i've been hunting shadows, seeing angels over clouds of demon.

and i thought it was angel.

to satisfy my own illusion.

my own need to be purified.

to be the closest to an angel.

the key to heaven.

to fit the hole in my soul.

the angelic sight to end my misery.

and perhaps i was the angel to end someone else's misery.

and there is where the karma comes in.

the hideous triangle begins.

3 comments:

thinker bell said...

hahaha..as long as my close buddies know what i meant, then that's good enuf la babe. :)

Anonymous said...

criticising own soul..eh? just to share my mom's words "kita ni tiap hari makin tua, makin hampiri mati, jadi kena la buat apa saja untuk jadikan hidup kita bermakna. tak guna nak menyesal bila tua nanti".

heheh..adik, chaiyokk!!

thinker bell said...

tq abang. am doing just that. doing all that it takes to make my life worthwhile..

all but confessing my own emotions. *sigh*