after 2 months

it has been awhile eh. well nobody asked, so i guess nobody read. :)

anyways, i just thought i want to share something with u guys. as always, my mr inspiration (S****), had me thinking hard about what's behind all this cloudy life of mine? if it makes me wholesome? if i have found myself, or the new me? with all these adventures and heartaches. with all these experiences and distance?

have i?

have you?

only when you get there, then u will know. in the meantime, i frankly dont know. i hope it's the right path i am on. and if it happens to be wrong, i hope i wont be foolish enough to remain and strong enough to make changes. i guess all the rights and all the wrongs would make me wholesome.

without either of it, how could i be wholesome? i know i know, its always from other experiences we should learn. but tell me, how much will u learn from others' experience? only when u had to go through it yourself, will u be stronger, u will be more receptive, more open, more ready, more stable, more calm in embracing anything that is new.

i think.

u can rebutt all that if you like, i am willing to listen. adapt? not yet. i havent gone enough experience on my own to make me more open and calm ;)

selamat berpuasa u people. and try to be good. coz frankly i dont find that easy. cheers!