let me sulk

this is bad. yesterday's excitement just couldnt last for 24 hours. this is totally bad.i'm in trouble. big i guess. big enough to spoil my digestion.

no, this is not another secret i can't share. this is totally a problem i can no longer bear. but with whom should i share. i'm living in despair. a life beyond repair.

am feeling really miserable. i am going to fumble. i am in so much trouble. but i tried to be normal. and i tried not to be verbal. owh i feel like a marble. i sooooo wanna be under the table.

pls god hear my plea. i am now the timid me. let me out of this misery. i'll be good, believe me.