I HAD ENOUGH!!!

i really had enuf wif my ofis mate, mr F..i wanted to get things done right now, n the only thing he could say ' saya pon tak tau la nak buat tu camne..' wat the fu**!!

he has been saying that to me for ages..ever since sept last year.

hmm i guess u ppl wouldnt understand heads or tails to this story. now let me brief u guys.

everyday i m here asking for something to do.. at least something to type or calculate..if ever he gave me anything to calculate, i manage to do dat less than 10-15mins.. it's simple and i never needed to sweat a bit pon

however, last week while he was away in pangkor n i m in the office, he actually assign me on doing a paper regarding a new job post.

all this while, he never actually coach me on how to get materials n stuff, so i did asked him how, but he said 'ntahla fiqa..saya bukan tau sgt..u carik kat internet je la'..bloody..whr in the internet can we get such info when we the govt itself juz started doing it..stupid bast**d (ops, did i juz swear? :P)

fine.. i dig old files, i did the internet like he said, but of course, to no avail..news regarding foreign lands n foreign policies ada lah..basically i did wrote the paper but with no weight n basically not much info..(but still unattended for the time being)

fast fwd to yesterday..we had this unit meeting, n it has to be in that meeting dat he wants to tell ME on how to get things done..bloody..all this while, i shared the same bloody office with him, n i called him, and he could only respond with 'ntahla, saya tak tau' , n suddenly he has to coach me in front of everyone la kan yesterday..i was almost pissed, but i kept my cool..(like most of the time)

and today, while i'm thinking and asked him on how to get this work flow done, he said again that 'tak tau' stuff, i actually muttered "susah ar if dah biasa buat keje ni, pon kata tak tau gak"..

basically i wanted to type out how things gets done around here and basically i never get involved with that particular 'project'..it has been him that went to those meetings and doing it, n he could only said that? bast**d gile okaaaay!

and to add to my misery, my fren in d other dept, actually mentioned my name to him while they were in pangkor. she told him to share his work with me (mind u, that is becoz he complaint that he has so much work to do) since im kinda bored in the office, n he said 'kerja ni kite kena carik, kite takleh harap orang bagi jek'..

so my gf here was kinda confused, whether he was actually regarding to me, or sape kan..i mean, of course it has to be ME..who else?!!?

man, i m like a puppy here everyday begging to be coach n guide n to be given task, n he dared saying that?

god, i cant believe this people okay..