what's in store for me today

The Bottom Line
Getting out what is deep inside of you is important today. Express yourself.

In Detail
The hottest thing in your life right now sure isn't the weather, and it's not your love life. No, all the heat's being generated from the fresh ideas brimming from your head! So grab some paper, pens, crayons, a video camera -- whatever you feel like using to dig out your ideas. Songs, poems, stories, even silly 'to do' lists are all valid forms of expression right now. Unearthing what's deep inside of you is your biggest challenge today.

--->this is what my horoscopes says bout me..funny,,i actually wrote several poems already only to realize that it's stated in the stars that's the thing i m suppose to be doing..what a coincidence..

anyway, while typing some stuff, i was chatting to a very senior schoolmate over ym..well, he used to fancy me, now no longer.anyways, the story is, back when i was dating, my then bf did actually went to his house and spit and curse and give bastard remarks to my senior . of course, these things happened beyond my knowledge..how was i spose to know my-ex would actually go to that extend..and now, my senior juz needed to provoke me about it..he mentioned b4 like 2 years ago, right after my r'ship ended, so i juz got to know then..but then, he has to remind me of it over and over again..and i had enuf.i told him to shut up, i'd rather not be reminded of those stupid childish stuff did by him for me.

and suddenly i was bloody pissed off, he was venting his anger to me instead..since he wont ,definitely wont be bumping into that ex-bf any longer, he has to take it on me..

man, dont be stupid. i got nothing to do with it. come to think of it, no wonder he did dat to u. he foresee the bastard u are b4 i did.

i always see the nice things in ppl. i shouldnt have.
my honesty and sincerity has always been perceived as my stupidity.

the world juz couldnt be honest as i was (or i am, still)