memories

i wrote this poem ages ago. and i never kept this copy coz i gave it to my colleague. and she still has all my artwork on her desk. and so, i finally decided to publish this particular poem. i m not really sure whether i was heartbroken back then, or what was it that triggered me writing it. and i cant even remember who i was dating back then (IF i was dating la pon kan? hahaha)

one needs a tight slap
to regain consciousness
to walk on reality
to step back
to wander, to think
to readjust before one sink.
walked down that road yesterday
the road i tried to avoid
all this while...
and now today
i want that road to be gone
to be burnt away.
memories i had i want them erased,
forever gone, buried away.
got that tight slap
i'm conscious now..
had to do some thinking
had to adjust before sinking.
dripping blood trailing my steps
i've cut half my heart out
and left it there, not coming back.

251005, 13:15