matlamat-less

shake called me the other day. he said i'm the happy type. optimist, positive outlook in life, and i said that i'm not always as what he said. (despite i'm kinda glad that he thinks of me that way :D).

anyway, of late, memang i penjiwa lara. i said to shake, i'm not always confident. my self esteem fluctuates all the time. and he said, Ra***a, (hehehe) your confidence or self esteem only depletes (i cant remember the exact word he used la kan) when it comes to your man-problem. hahah. and its like frigging true.

i think that is why i blog less these days. my mind is just occupied around one person. and my friends naik mual listening to my problems. eheh sorry ecah! and nini! and masmera! and cyn! and i think toolbox aka bro anonymous ada mention in one of the comments of what he thinks of me less blogging, tp dah lama la komen tu.

anyway, i just wanted to merepek tonight. coz i haven't been blogging for almost a week. friends, cinema paradiso mmg best. tolong la tengok. it reminds me of angela's ashes. a book i read ages ago, then made into a movie which i dah ulang 5-6 kali kot.

cinema paradiso. alfredo and toto. toto budak kecik yg petah ni.

frank is the boy who wrote this book. cerita hidup dia. and frankly, i find budak laki kecik yg petah very adorable. :D

i wanted to bitch on something actually the other day, something i wanted to oppose that was written in the papers (which i always do kan?), but i've forgotten what was it all about. and of course, like all rakyat malaysia who watched TV9 the other day had blogged about the debate, i wanted to do that too. but it'll be too boring coz everyone is bloody busy commenting on it. so i decided not to. one thing i got to say that i agree to everyone's writing that abang shab is no competition to abang an la. tak sekufu lansung. however, neither actually answered one another pretty well. and in the end, i was distracted with so many other things, i dont really follow through the debate in the end. boring ar.

before i end my entry yg tidak bermatlamat today, i just want to share with u guys that i have a new blog, which i would only let known to person(s) that mattered once i m gone from this rumah no.12. but before that, let's just count how many blogs i actually have :D.

i) thinkingbuff ni is the longest running blog.

ii) my bookbickering blog yg i dah lupa password sebenarnye.

iii) my friendster blog, which was my maiden attempt in blogging, tp now almost deserted. and full of lyric lagu.

iv) my myspace blog is of course only lagu, and some poems and one entry that bitches my own brother. hehe.

v) my multiply blog, kira blog sandaran masa blogger.com was down.

vi) my wordpress blog yg agak sensasi so i dont think i'm able to publish it.

vii)my vox blog yg pada asalnya nak jadi travel blog, now jadi tukun aje kot. tak pnah bukak. haha.

my god. blog fetish gila. ok. sekian. good night.