during ice cream session in alamanda this afternoon, Decent Guy (who apparently lupa about our movie appointment on monday, sudahnye i tgk jugak dgn orang lain) asked me :
DG : so, are u seeing someone right now?
RH : no, i'm not seeing anyone right now....
...and i realized yang ayat tu tak habis sebenarnya, kerana sambungan ayat tu adalah:
"..but someone is seeing me right now."
just to share with u guys, the guy that saya-ingat-dia-buah hati-saya-tapi-belum-tentu-saya-buah hati-dia is now doing nice things to me. but then again, i just take it as it is. am not too excited, nor am i ungrateful.
i told masmera or ecah (cant remember) the other day that i wished to god that'if someone is not right for me, can You just let him go away , and let these feelings be gone too. and i think the heartaches i am feeling could be it. could be exactly the doa i wished for. to let him go away.
now i am more contented. or perhaps bored? haha. or obviously i've found a new superhero to occupy my mind? hehe. to be continued...
tak la. continued mende. just so u guys know, he wears a jam Tissot bulat (err, shake, yours is petak right?? :P)
4 comments:
saya pun ada seseorang yang saya kenal memakai jam tissot bulat...
thinkerbell, all the best. [kalau ada kaitan.] hehe :)
aishah : hehe thank you. [ada gak la kaitan. :P]
"the other day that i wished to god that'if someone is not right for me, can You just let him go away , and let these feelings be gone too. and i think the heartaches i am feeling could be it. could be exactly the doa i wished for. to let him go away."
You have to face the fact. And the truth is the truth. 100 % extrovert also has to mean something. Him to go away just by berdoa would mean a little less responsibility on your side. Is that what you really want ? hmmm.... hmmm.... hmm......
wishes gone wild : i have to admit, i want that burden be off my shoulder. in a way, i wanted a CLEAR hint, of a soulmate.
i may not say this to his face, or to anyone for that matter, but i always take a person seriously. i rarely (because ada jugak some case i did) take a person for granted.
so if this person is taking me for granted, so can god just let him go away, and for me not to feel dishearten anymore or at all by his acts.
and for the time being, i m kinda lazy to think of him. i better think of my new superhero or my hot boss. LOL.
and plus me being extrovert means that i can so move on and meet new people, date more men, and have more fun and learn more things. am suppose to be moving forward after all :D
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