limits

i guess everything has its limitations. and if they don't have any, then being humans, we would put a limitation on many things. and that is how i am feeling right now. i think whatever that i have been puttting with now has reached its limits.

i wonder why to some that what matters is how they think and mostly how they look? why some people actually could grow up in this world without ever taking into considerations whatever other people might have thought?

how anyone could feel a bit superior over others when we are all born equals? how could we let materials or possessions be the mark of success? why some people think that they are always better off than the others? why their preferences mattered, and ours don't ? what makes them think the world revolves around them and only them despite realizing that the world is full of other people?

and throughout the week, this is all i have noticed. it comes in abundance. and it repeats itself over and over again. with or without the same character. acting out the same attitude. facing the same scenario. all heads are ballooned, stucked to the very ceiling.

everyone else is taking each other for granted. no one thinks beyond themselves. beyond their very skin. they have limit themselves in that brown organ of theirs. why one is unable to be selfless?

i have no desire of writing in words what actually happen throughout the week that has made me conclude them in those questions above. to a certain extent, exact situation or problems are just too minuscule an issue that they should be magnified and be related to the real world. and in doing that, to relate them all to the people and the surroundings they are in.

not that i don't have any interesting meetings or dates or discussions made throughout the week, but i guess it's high time for me to address these questions, as i have mentioned before, because i think i might hit the limits i have pretty soon.

in order not to be broken or bended or rot or crushed by the pressure that is hitting on my 'limitation' walls, i decided not to be bounded by space and have put more steps into other livelihood and embrace life in the 'outer' space.