careful

i started my day today with a smile. i had a really good start with the right CD on my player while driving to work. well not exactly work, but to the office and doing nothing just yet.

however, a so-called friend has to spoil it by insulting the whole PCF gang. i mean, c'mon. u can't generalize everyone is as bad as that rotten apple that u have issues with. i know, this is not the first time that i'm getting shit from him, but enough is enough la. maybe it was not meant directly to me, but hey, aren't we all human and there's always room for improvement?

what more now, i have friends who like bitching other friends and when i had to ask, they just couldn't give me a straight answer. so see, next time if u don't feel like wanting to explain anything to a stranger of the gossip, just gossip elsewhere and without me around. i have enough of people treating me as if i am stupid and i can't think for myself.

i wonder why people have to insult my intelligence?

today i have decided on certain things and i think i want to leave it as it be. i am known for being stubborn , so yeah, please do nothing to change my mind, coz i won't.

maybe the competition is sooooooooooo fucking stiff, that everyone is fucking edgy, and everyone tries to probe around your cupboard hoping your skeletons would pop out. and when it does, everyone has to know it, coz everyone wants to see the fall of everyone.

i have to admit, that competition is somewhat necessary when it comes to proving what you are worth, but compete when it is appropriate. not to stab or to jeopardize other people's career.

and please not to think tooooooooooooooooooooo highly of yourself la kan, coz u never know when will be the fall of you. beringat la sikit. hari ni, mmg ko la yang nampak tere, hari lain mungkin hari paling cilanat dalam hidup ko. so just be grateful and jgn la berlagak. bukan pegi mana pon dgn berlagak ko tu.

just to save everyone's face, i think i would stop here. i bet you guys are evaluating or skimming through the list of friends i have and who la in this world would say such things. well, tak perlu la. coz generally anyone could be that kerek person. i bet you can relate this scenario to someone in your office.

so friends, be careful of the people u befriends with. some are plainly there in your life to spoil your day. don't say that i don't warn you.