cerita kawan-kawan

i just read Amai's blog on multiply. She wrote the entry around September. and i just read it now, in December. teruk betul.

anyway, the content of her blog was sad. she was talking about one of our best friends, fairuz or kakyuih nama manja dia, who died several years ago. the year we all just got ourselves our first job. gosh. am so sad to think about it. we went to Sg Petani that night.

on the bed, when we arrived on the hospital, kak yuih was obviously unconscious. her mother found her in the house, cold, with white bubbles coming out of her mouth. yeah, she had fever for a week then. and i think she planned to see a doctor that evening. but it was all too late. nobody was at home. until 5pm. and we got the news at around 7-8 that night.

cut the drama short, we slept in the car, we waited for her to wake up. but she didnt. but still we went to see her. and yeah, she had tears in her eyes. i bet she was listening to our prayers. the doctor said that her brains were all bloated. and they couldn't promise us much. we left that afternoon, after her mum coaxed us into not skipping our job for another day. she promised us that kak yuih is gona be ok.

we were already in rawang when Dekwan called. He said kak yuih has passed away. we had to stop the car to the nearest R&R. we cried our lungs out. not knowing what to do. if we should turnaround and head back to Sg Petani. owh how much i've missed her. Sedihnya rasa. she was young. we were all 24 or was it 23 then. Death knows no age. She was going to get engaged to her new bf that she has yet to announced to us.

and as Amai wondered out loud if any of our friends is gona pray for her when she's gone, i had to ask the same question too. and just as much as we want friends to think of us and pray for us, have we done enough. do we think of our friends and pray for them too?

to kawan-kawan Jenan, you guys are family. love all of you.

to friends, let's sedekahkan al-fatihah to kakyuih, shaizul, izzat and to those that have gone before us.