a week before being 28

am fasting today. well, i have another 3 more days to ganti my last year's puasa. anyways, i take it as a practice before ramadhan comes by this year. right now, subuh is at 3.10am and maghrib is at 9.58pm. and they said, in summer it'll be even later than that.


so, i am trying to familiarize/acclimatize myself with such timing so that masa ramadhan i manage to puasa la kan. heh. but i have to tell u this, mmg tak cukup tidur gamaknye. which i am experiencing right now. so wish me luck utk cubaan pertama berpuasa di perantauan. eceh. heheh.

btw, saifullah will cook dinner for me and for other malaysian frens yg berdekatan la. tu untungnya ada kawan skola di bandar yg sama. hehe.

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ape lagi yg i nak tulis eh? i seriously wanted to blog on so many things ni. now that i have a lil bit of time, dah tak ingat dah ape lagi nak bebel.

0wh yes, i thought of bitching something, but i am afraid that someone might find my blog and figure it out that it's him i'm talking about. well anyways, have u ever felt suffocated being around one person for too long because in the end, all he does is hurt your feelings? but u just have to bear with it? for reasons that is either he is your working colleague, or your bestfriend's bf, or the only friend u have nearby, or your boss' spouse?

well i am feeling like that now. i try my best not to hang out with the same people too often. well, as you all already know, i am easily bored. heh. but that is not exactly the reason. i think some people, once after you are pretty comfortable with them, they just become bitches, either jadi gedik or mulut jahat or cakap perli2 or start bossing me around and they think that everything they said is either funny or digestable. well, dah tak larat jugak ni nak kecik hati.

well but i guess that is just human kan. bagi betis nak peha. anywhere pasti the same thing is gona occur kan. nak complain pon mcm tak guna. but that is how i feel la right now. but dont worry u guys, i am not exactly consumed by this feeling, but once in awhile ada la terdetik this malasnya-nak-layan-kau feeling in me. heh. well, who doesn't? ;)

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i still haven't got my apartment approved yet. i mean, the legal stuff belom siap lagi. sigh. and i think i akan terlepas la rumah ni. since my agent told me that my tuan rumah hasn't replied to any of his texts or calls. and my agent have not replied my email dari pagi tadi. nak marah pon tak guna kan. it is indeed a long process. and kebetulan everyone that is important to this dealing, is not at their desks. nak buat camne kan? sigh.

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ok, got some reading to do. blog more later. lagipon dah terasa lapar dah ni. eheh. so tanak buat kerja yg guna byk sgt tenaga, seperti menaip blog contohnya. hehe.

ok. cuidate!