Hello March

i know, i have been meaning to blog since ages. since my Porto vacation. since haritu la. so let me start talking directionlessly today.

Pain :

I was in pain and was sick a few weeks ago. I tried my best not to have visitors, not to meet anyone, not to go out often, not to party, and not to cry. i felt terribly lonely, and i didnt have many friends to talk to, about it. but i have to thank those who were at least listening to me babbling, worrying about my pain. i have to thank rafiza, pedro, nini, ecah PA for listening. i was scared.

Bhutan diplomat:

i have been bertembung with this one guy most of the time in front of my house. either nak pegi kerja, or nak balik kerja. to cut the story short, he approached me and he said he noticed that we always bumped into each other and only managed a smile. anyways, we went out for dinner last week. and he was quite frank untuk keluar temujanji dgn saya. haiya. but i said ok. since i am single. but i do hope dia tak harap sgt la apa2 daripada saya. :D

Peter :

lelaki comel yg mengaji di Germany pulang untuk cuti semester. Masa saya telah dipenuhi dgn membazir masa dgn dia. dgn pelbagai perkara. malas nak sebut, nanti semua cemburu. lol. tetapi dia sudah pulang semalam. sigh. mana lagi saya nak carik lelaki comel yang saya suka untuk bersama, tetapi malas untuk kahwini. lol. sbb sikap dia yang terlalu remaja untuk saya.

Kerja :

Kerja saya hari2 ialah laporan laporan laporan. saya sampai jemu jelak la. saya taktau nak cakap camne. saya rasa saya patut bawak datang buku teks matematik tambahan saya la. at least i could do some calculations and not get bored with my life. saya dah lama tak main gitar. saya dah terlupa kot rasanya. hahah. saya masih pergi kelas french. but i am not good enough. saya dah mcm dah nak lost in translation dah ni. dan saya masih belum bertembung dgn Sam lagi di tram selepas balik skola french. sigh.

there are so many things i wish i could write. but telling all would be me revealing my secrets too, even frankly i am super excited about it.

anyways, ben is getting engaged in june this year and kawen next year. sigh. even when i dont want to admit it, but i really feel the pressure tau. ntah.

ok i better start working.