moodswing

i don't care now. i don't wana be an optimist now. i'm totally feeling at the lowest point.

i don't care, really. am putting my guards down now. am feeling seriously like crumbling inside me.

and this dewa song i'm listening now (dua sejoli) is totally not helping.

and so what it won't work the way i wanted. at least i did something. i made my point.

like ameer said, if i were to have balls, i actually had cut them up and served them on silver platter.i seriously had balls doing what i did. what was i thinking?

ok ok. breathe woman. breathe. haha. am feeling bloody stupid now. seriously. ina, pls keep to yourself me being stupid tonight.

anticipations makes u do stupid things. they actually do and i seriously did it. gila!!!!!!