indeed, it'll be gone to heaven.
the best year of my life. that much i got to say.
this year, i have felt all kinds of emotions, reacted in so many ways to the things that has come into my life.
i was happy, exhilarated, sad, heartbroken, misled, angry, manipulated, fulfilled, satisfied, hungry, ashamed, embarassed, harassed, in love, enlightened, bitchy, naughty, nice, angelic, adored, fancied, tired, fascinated.
i had so many moments that have profound impacts in this life of mine.
death of a loved one.
births. babies.
marriages.
divorces. divorcee.
boyfriends. girls' boyfriends.
parties.
unions. re-unions.
friends. foes. lovers.
music. jamming sessions. gigs. genres. bass. keyboards.
books. articles. dates.
nature. rock. water. air. rides. tours. trips.
money. hobby. pictures.
breakfasts. lunches. dinners.
initially i wanted to spill all the things i did this year that i think were really cool. and share with you guys those heartwrenching moments too.
but in the end, i guess, it'd be too boring. i mean who would actually care what i do all year round. i doubt anyone would want to read every single bit of my boring (yang i thought was interesting :P) life. but all i wanted u guys to know is that i had fun. thanks for all the experiences shared, given. well, not exactly fun all the way, but i think it's all good.
those fights and arguments i had, those ditches i faced, those silent treatments i got, those unanswered phonecalls, those unreplied texts, those rejections, those hallucinations, those fantasies, those unloved moments : hurt me as much as it taught me. to be stronger. to be careful. to be smart. to be openminded. to be forgiving. to be adaptable. to be calculative. to be tactful.
thank you. god made u guys into my life just to convey this lessons. most times, the hardest way.
those reading moments, movies, partying, clubbing, dancing, dining, rafting, climbing, singing, snorkelling, waterfall-ing, roadtrips, jam sessions, photo-outings, artfests, fleamarket-ing, gigs, concerts, travelling, shopping, pancake-ing, baking, kisses and hugs, courses, exams, nasi daun pisangs, breakfast dates, swimming, cendol-ing, ym-ing, bitching, starbuck-ing, books discussions : i enjoyed them all. thank you for making those moments ultimately fulfilling and satisfying. thank you to those who allowed me to help them, doing cool activities, do shopping, write articles and stuff. thanks so much for the trust u gave me. i am more than happy to help and share and do things together.
so people, this is indeed a year i'll never forget. thank you and goodbye 2007.
i wish all the good things in life; for you, for me, for rakyat sejagat.
so hello 2008!
2 comments:
and you're welcoming it with an entry in your stabaks book? no?
eh..notice that it starts at 1 Dec 2007. had i known, mesti lebih gigih nak dptkan before hujung dec.
haha i know. i noticed that on the day we flipped the diary together kat kaunter.
ala, what more can u write on such a small-spaced diary when u blog like every other day? LOL. (ops, that sounds more like me. heh)
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