before i sleep tonite

i just talked about cerita org mati, tgk2 tonite 2 of my neighbours just passed away. one died of cancer and the other was of dengue. guard depan umah yg cakap. at first i ingat orang kawin. parking area umah mcm sendat gile.

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i just got back from lepaking with Amoi and Nini in Bangsar. merapu berlawak and mencuba pelbagai perkara baru. but keseronokan tu tergencat when ben's gf called me and told me that she slipped at my sliding door and ben was asleep upstairs and she couldn't move. and she was outside.

the two of them had a fight. ben had his hp off. and his gf with was crying at the door (i rasala from the way she talked to me. she was sobbing). when i came back, i saw her there at my sliding door belah tepi rumah. i tried to move her, but she said sakit. she cant move. i actually thought she had a slip disc or something like that. then when i woke ben up, when he went to see her, then ben said, ni dia tak makan la ni. it is her gastric. adeh. drama sgt. i went out to get some food for her, which she couldn't telan pon. she passed out when ben dokong dia masuk umah. adeh. drama lagi skali.

i seriously taktau nak buat apa, but ben dah angkat dia pegi jumpa doktor. so, ok la kot now between the two of them. :D

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i met anies in bangsar. funny that Shaq just told me about her and i met her. wanted to ask some stuff, but she was there for threading. so wouldn't want to bother her while she had her treatment. next time. Shaq, u patut ajak i lepak sekali la weh.

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umah baru nini best gila. mcm nak pegi selalu, like i used to during those days in UM. tp, Nini plak skang dah kawen. darn. huhu. next time gf, tell me beforehand when Sailam is offshore. leh plan properly *grin*

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bilik i mcm tongkang pecah. i had billions of baju yg berlipat on my bed, colour-coordinated lagi, but couldn't find time and the space to chuck them in. nak derma ke rumah anak yatim, baju ni mcm buruk2 la plak. selain daripada baju2 buruk ialah baju2 souvenir - from korea dari azni yg i tak pnah pakai, from langkawi dari anim yg i lom try and from jakarta dari ellya yg i rasa i tak muat kot. :D kol bape bleh tido ni?

before i end, just wana share this song with u guys.





i used to think if i could realize i'd die
then i would be a lot nicer
used to believe in a lot more
now i just see straight ahead

that's not to say i don't have good times
but as for my days
i spend them waiting

crash sites keep me up at night
impact division it splits in two
directly underneath you

as for those things (as for those things)
that act as markers in your life
but in between (but in between)
you can't remember
and so it seems (and so it seems)
that you've grown up and over me (up and over me)
and these silly things (these sill things)
i like to dwell on

test sites keep me up at night
chainlink and meters
i talk to you
it's cold out there
but i'm telling you
i'm lonely too

facts versus romance
you go and call yourself the boss
but we're not robots inside a grid

text versus romance
you go and add it all you want
still we're not robots inside a grid

zeros and ones