why does when it comes to Love, i am easily bored? do i need constant excitement, amusement?
what is it that i wanted? or what is it that i am lacking?
and why am i constantly being scrutinized? i am never good? i am too young? not easily to be taught? my experiences don't count at all?
i dont think i am too demanding. neither that i am too submissive. but maybe i am? gosh.
i am sad. period.
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me is sad too.
:sigh:
pendek kata, kena sentiasa menjaga hati sendiri.
welcome to my world, darl... but one thing good abt you, you're so positive i've never seen you give up ;) that's really cool!
(unlike me, i 'retired' frm the dating scene since the Stone Age & sometimes it made me experience verbal constipation in front of the opposite sex ;p dratz!)
but i personally think you & i have yet to meet someone who can match our intellectual level... :D
coz honestly typical guys hate smart-asses like us, they just dunno how to handle it ;p dun u think?
i wish you would be happy again! soon!:)
So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again...
shahsulong : betul. we only have ourselves to take care of our hearts.
(shahsulong and imelda, u both are actually IDA to me. hehe terpaksa pakai nama nickname korang ni)
imelda : woman, thanks a lot for reminding me of the optimistic side of me. :) for the time being, i really dont know what should i feel. am super excited and overwhelmed, but at the same time feeling dissatisfied and small. can u actually give me a term for this? ;)
cacah: i know i will. i know this wont take too long. this weekend i got a date with someone super hot, YOUR age plak tu. LOL.
klyn : thanks for best expressing my feelings. i immediately sang that song. :) u know how rafiqa and relationship works. they can never work well together but they can never work without each other.
when i am too hard on someone, esp those i dont give a rats ass to, ppl find me cruel. and heartless. and too independent that i dont care. but when i do give my heart away, ppl find me submissive, over dramatic, melancholic.
give me a break. what exactly the world wants??? ops, i meant men. :P
ok girlfriends, thanks for standing by my side. mlm ini, saya nak buat assignment ptk. hehe. tak sempat nak lara sgt. sok ada visit plak. so wish me luck ok.
lara lagi ke?alaaaa......
gua suker dowh lagu Aku dan Dirimu niehh.. suker giler
my age? unfair!!!
hahaha
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