demanding me

i was glad to talk to my dad just now. i called him earlier but to no avail. i wanted the encouragement to speak my mind. but alas, k1 did me that favor. to just blurt it out to me on the differences on things i think and things i want.

and dad said it was ok to be demanding. well, to him what i did today wasn't all too demanding after all. to him, as long as u have speak your mind, that's good enough. at least make yourself heard. if the results turns out ok, then lucky me. but if the results is not as i expected, what worst that can happen after all. i still have to work, right?

so i seriously feel better now. i was excited. i was all blushed with my ears all turning red for i was draining in my own blood rush, out of excitement. for all the guts i have to meet Mr K regarding my job.

and pauz has actually welcomed me into the real 'working' world. at last, yours truly has something to do during office hour and not to nag friends who are actually busy solving national problems hehe.

so i said this to my dad " so its ok to be demanding innit, as long as i know what i'm demanding for, kan?" and dad says " it's more of speaking your mind. it wasn't much of demanding. coz demanding would be like owh-i- MUST-get-that-job kinda attitude. u'll be fine with whatever task u'll be given". and i said yeah. of course. that's exactly it. i'll be alright. be it anywhere but here. my current spot. :D

i know i'll be alright..cheers!!

p/s: i'd like to thank khairuan and pauz for telling me before my dad did that it was indeed okaaaaaaay to be demanding (or to be frank hehe)