frankly, i dont think i can work in this environment any longer. i cant even think a bit. cant think any straight, what more thinking out of the box. i'm all boxed up. my emotions? no. that i just blurted it over my boss the other day , when we had pretty rough argument over the papers i am writing.
i dont feel near good, or any sense of accomplishments. most times i feel degraded, but at times, i am being used. this place has been yucky and sucky all this while and my 8-month-old boss just had to add the spice up. this post isn't about bitching my boss, but am gona bitch about the whole situation.
i seriously find it sickening. why am i here? sucker .
i have reasons to be here a lil bit longer. but achieving those dark dreams of mine, is taking toll on my emotions. and my well being. and my pockets even.
so, SELAMAT HARI RAYA all. and maaf zahir batin.
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