YOU matter

you matter to me

whatever you might think of me,

matters to me.



i dont care what people would want to say,

but i do when it's you.



you mattered that much,

that i'm sad that you think that i've changed

or troubled, or different.



you mattered so much,

am telling you this.



i am fine, good and healthy,

and only in confined spaces am a lil bit edgy.



troubled person is not what i am,

i am the silly girl u've seen all this time.



i am still the person who brings a smile to your face,

who said 'hell-0ww' each time u called,

who said 'are you bored' when u look away,

you mattered that much, so i got to say.


i like it when i know you better now,

from the things you said, or from the books you read,

and the idea of you understanding me more,

eversince the ramadhan-late-night chat before,

has made me understand the life i am living,

the answers that i m seeking.

it's you.

you matter.


p/s : hint : street spirit, radiohead.
*coincidentally listening to it.*