Thursday, May 01, 2008

of random and constant

initially, i wanted to have it as ' of ad hoc and routine' but that would only portray one thing, the events of my life la kan. therefore, i decided as such, because random and constant seems more general. it's rather mathematical, the words are, but they could be identified with so many things. the order of events, the order of thoughts, the order of so many things. and of course the DIS-order of all those. hehe.

so, of late, my work is kinda adhoc. i had to run basically all around the office to get things done, to get clarifications of facts and establishing PR with the people i meet at the same time. so basically everything was random. whatever random/adhoc jobs i got, has random/adhoc datelines (ke deadlines?). some given tasks wanting instant results as instant as within that 5 minutes, some as instant as 6 hours of eventful sleepless night. and some wanting it tomorrow only to be delayed (after them being all done) to next week. total randomness. or dalam bahasa harian nya, spontaneous. hehe.

but despite all the randomness, my toilet routine is pretty constant. consistent as in i have it several times daily, but constant as in i'm always out to the toilet somewhere around 4.15pm. and to add more constant-ness, i meet the same indian lady at the very same spot doing the same thing (termenung) at the same time. how bizarre.

and me blogging right about now is total randomness, because i just showered and suppose to be in bed by 12am tadi, dengan harapan that i'll be up at 6am to do some jogging before starting my day at the office. tp sudahnye blogging.

and today, i realized i work better alone. hmm it's either that or i don't fancy working with the guy i was assigned to. we just don't have the same drive in getting things done. nor our thoughts were parallel even. and i almost felt like telling him straight off just now only to consider that he is indeed a decent man and does not deserve a woman's scorn. heh. eh, u guys noticed tak that i mentioned TODAY? yeah, i went to the office today. bekerja tu. but nothing to brag about la kan, because apparently, banyak aje pemakan gaji kecik dari sektor awam ni sedang bekerja and that includes the second man in that 'majestic' building (meminjam kata-kata abang hilang akal yang dah hilang arah. hahah)

ok ok i should be sleeping. my jogging dreams should be materialized after berangan of it for the past few weeks. LOL.

6 comments:

TOOLBOX said...

Patut lar..

Thanks bagi clear semua terms tapi macam biasa lu try relate it dgn maths :p Kalau lu kawin nanti beb lu nak "matematik"kan juga ke? heh

Dari apa yg lu tulis nyata lu dah fulfilled apa yg lu quote sebagai azam sebelum ni tapi mungkin kena improve lar kots ikut iklim tempat kerja baru lu. Kalau tidak sampai bila-bila pun lu akan adhoc-adhoc, mandi tengah malam, metafora jogging dalam mimpi, blogging time tengah syok bersenggama atau tengok bola, etc. Nampak dengan kerja lu buat macam susah nak ada time management tapi tiada yang mustahilkan?

Mungkin sebab gua dah jadi boss kecik dan jauh berusia (bukan maksud jauh matang) daripada lu sebab tu dalam rutin.. errr.. ramdom & constant matematik hidup gua kurang benda-benda yang buat gua fcuked-up (kalau ada pun gua fcuked-up it kat orang lain heh) then gua boleh cakap bagus-bagus kat lu buat lu rasa nak vomit heh.. so jangan marah ok. Take it as seorang member yang merepek dengan secawan white coffee sambil chain smoking :)

Cheers!
TooLBoX

thinker bell said...

bro : i think randomness of events more often than not will inject excitement into life. having a routine can be very boring no? despite it would somehow cost u your time and money, it gives u the experience no other time would u be able to gain. hmm.

wah, tgh hint kat i ke yg u ni org tua yang sudah berpangkat sket dan gemar kopi putih dan merokok? LOL.

Anonymous said...

ya Allah, comment toolbox ni mengalahkan entry blog u untuk 8 minggu ok.

thinker bell said...

azni : i rase kan toolbox ni pon ade blog dia senirik, tp sbb takde org respon kan (Sbb org lain pon tak tau kan), so dia tulis la kat blog i. LOL.

cacah said...

haha menakutkan.(selalu jumpe indian lady tu...) 4.15 jom kita miskol u ramai2. u bawak nfon ke gi bilik termenung? ke u bawak mags or anything seperti yang dibincangkan pada hari mabuk kafein di mamak ari tu?
tapi even adhoc, i rasa u like it better than previous workplace, kan?

thinker bell said...

aishah : ke bilik termenung, i sunat (nak kata wajib takleh la kan) nak bawak bahan bacaan. boring termenung dalam toilet. baik membaca. haha.

ha ah. mana u tau i like this place better? do i look happier? LOL. i should look thinner by now. but of course, spt biasa hangat2 taik kambeng aje. :P