frankly this is not the only entry i wrote between 20th april and today. i have another, but tak sempat complete that up, i had to make a move to johor. anyway, today i seriously have issues with myself.
how would u feel when the decision u made turns out really bad? and at that moment, time is seriously not on your side, nor anything else is?
seriously, i feel like shit right now. as about now, i have like zillion things to do, and have decided that there wouldn't be any dreams for me tonight, i still feel that i need to blog this matter out. i was bloody pissed off. i mean, i am pissed off with the decision i just made, an hour ago. shucks!
certain things shouldn't have intertwined. some things just can't run together. there's no such thing as multitasking all the time. and sure, failure or bad decision would always gets to u, your nerves and your character when the tide has been high for quite some time now.
shucks. i have more though. but as always, emotions just got to wait. i got more serious things to do. like thinking. hehe.
7 comments:
Spontaneous decision ke yg lu buat beb? Jgn sengal sgt lah beb. Semua org pun akan rasa cam taik kalau silap buat decision & kalau gua mungkin lagi kronik banding dgn lu. So take it easy ok
Bak kata ayah lu "its u to decide. ur the core, the centre, of yr own life" so gua rasa lu dah buat the bestest kan?
Since lu brainer suka mikir wlpun lu bz dgn rutin & bukan rutin hidup lu gua pastekan quotes kat bawah utk lu fikir2kan especially yg 2nd :)
“Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new” - Albert Einstein
"I would always find ways or opportunities in making myself a better person. Despite being stubborn and whatnot, I have to give myself some room to learn and adapt and adopt new things" - Rafiqa Hazura Md. Ridzuan
“If you don't make mistakes, you don't make anything” - Proverb
Cheers!
TooLBoX
hmm, just my humble thot...
"Allah burdens not any soul beyond its capacity, shall have the reward it earns and shall get the punishmnet it incurs..." Al-Baqarah : 287
im not that pious, u know me very well. huhu...
but i always believe in this especially when hard times present.
77
sabar.
bro : selamba aje quote my full name kat situ. huhuh. yeah. thanks. so true. is just that i rase i wasted that precious few hours on a bad decision. tp tu actually dugaan la tu. i can't have it all.
77 : i know. i realized that too. and u know what, i managed to get all 30 countries digested in 12-page short review by 4am. tak sangka berjaya. phew!
jorji : i mmg camni. sabar ye gak. tp i realized that anger is somehow my motivation jugak. hmm, i've been wanting to discuss about this : anger being the motivation, tp tak berkesempatan lak.
ni review countries apa yg u buat ni ? gile kencang kawan ketat gua ni skrg. huhu...
nway... im off to ur 'kg halaman' in johor tmrw. looking forward to be there again after more than two years, when all zerofivers first met. gile sentimental...
u take care girl !
77
77 : ala, i wish i could join u. i pon nak gak buat duit keje part time. :D
ala, buat summary of all the reports submitted.reports sume dalam 3-5 pages for each country. ada 30 feedbacks. so averaging at 4 pages a country, i was reading 120 pages in 1 night with most font size at size 11. not bad pon sebenonye. kecoh je i ni. LOL.
hehe. hehe. hehe. no comment. gile tak ilmiah. haha. :)
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