there..

when u were there, tears would come easy. u don't really need to ponder on your sins. enough of u being there. u would realize how small u are. how lucky that u were able to get there. and to breathe still. u would realize how grand this world is, and how u are forever indebted.

people were from everywhere. all have different ways, different set of rules but only one God.

and u came , dressing as best as you could. this is indeed the grandest thing. The invitation. u tried having things to complete or to comfort yourself, to embrace this feeling. this meeting.

but everywhere around u, people just don't care of what they wear, they don't care of how they look, they don't care of where they sleep or if they even sleep at all, they don't care if they bathe at all. the only thing they care is to be with Him. to talk. to pray. to hope. to wish. to embrace.

and u realize that u are just lucky. and again u would feel small. and u got to be contented. and you will be embarassed of yourself and the efforts you (don't really) took to fulfil this.

and you cry. and you cry. and you cry. and you cry.

and she will cry, next to you. looking at you. perhaps for the same reason. perhaps not.