dream

i actually dreamt of u

maybe after so much thinking of u

i actually thought u were talking to me

asking what have i been doing lately.



i never thought you'd avoid me

i never thought this is how we end whatever

i thought we already made this clear

we are supposed to be friends forever.



but who am i to be obliged

and who are you to be lied to

we were never friends, what more forever

we were never meant, we shouldn't have met each other.



at times of fear and loneliness

its always familiar warmth we seek

crumble that ego please

admit the truth of what i speak.



and if u must go away like this

be frank, i am okay with it

i just need to know

i need to clarify this shit.



i can start burning those childhood pics of yours

dump all the letters and burn my journals

seal the box of letters and cards


and buried them all in the graveyard.