morning rakyat jelata. i woke up in a daze. i wasn't exactly sleeping either. didn't had much sleep. was in and out of it. i was conscious and aware of my surroundings. and changes.
i am not even sure what is happening right now would even come to something. it might end nowhere even. am not even sure. well, maybe god heard my prayers ages ago. and somewhat it came true around this hour, but i am not sure to embrace it. would it be the exact thing i needed? is this another test?
don't ask. i am as confused as you are. i have no idea how i could actually write this story of mine without telling u guys too much but yet manage to get what my message is across.
for the first time am asking myself 'is this what i really wanted?' after actually getting it. ala, like when u were a kid, u wanted so bad to eat mamee after school but often lectured by parents not to eat it coz ia akan membantutkan pertumbuhan, tetiba masa darjah 6 dapat hamper berupa mamee utk cabutan bertuah. suddenly u thought, is this what i really wanted? mcm tu la perasaan saya right about now.
hmm. am not gonna think about it for the time being. i need some sleep. perhaps i can think better with a clear mind.
6 comments:
Uiks! pehal beb? lu dah dapat Fiat Punto baru ke? then rasa cam tanak? camtu bagi kat gua je lar :D
Gua kadang2 confused gak fikir bila masa lu tido since time tido pun lu cam tak tido. Lu kena belajar dari Paklah beb, time jaga pun tido :)
bro anon : i mmg kurang tido. i dunno why. maybe sbb masa skola dulu dah kuat tido kot. skang it cancels off. LOL.
bro, i cuba gak cari parcel yg u kirimkan to me at my old dept, tp takde sape tau abt the package. u guna alamat aras mana? :D but u did write my name on it kan? my real name kan? bukan the fazura version kan? heh.
Alamak beb, gua pos ke alamat yg sama cam senarai nama ke ulu sepri & bukan cam dlm phone dir. Gua ingatkan tu alamat terlatest lu. Kalau tak sampai jugak by next week gua check dgn pos malaysia sbb pos tu registered. Sorry ek!..
bro anon : takpe . sok i gi tgk kat old dept. aritu i just call. that dept has 3 levels. i worked before at level 3. i am sure the package goes to level 5. sok i gi tgk.
do u mind just give me a way to contact u, maybe ur mail or number , so that i'll let u know. amcam? and i might give u my latest name card as well. hehehe.
name card? hahahhahahhaha
sorry beb. terpaksa gelak. u know i still have your old name card kan..
hahhahahahahhahaha
ki : harams. i pon ingat gak name card lama i tu. LOL. tp i am not sure if i still have the whole lot. tah mana i taruk. LOL. tu kenangan termanis kad nama pertama dan berwarna biru ok. hanya selected few malaysians aje dapat tu. LOL. yg lain sume foreigner ok.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
kad tu mmg tak bleh blah ar. hahah.
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