what else?

The Bottom Line
This day is well-suited for taking quick action, but not so great for deep thought.

In Detail
This day is well-suited for action, but not so perfect for deep thought or contemplation. Your brain is a bit sluggish when it comes to new plans right now, but your physical self is ready to get moving. A new sport or active hobby sounds great. But concentration? Not so appealing. Don't expect a lot of success in terms of understanding complicated ideas or strategies. It's not an ideal day for taking a test or writing a report, so if that was on your schedule, try to move it to another day.

what is wrong la with today. or this week kan. apart from the accident, my katil plak patah. then i failed both my papers (which i took somewhere in november or december). then waited for almost 6 hours last night in front of dewan konsultansi UH just to wait for the results of my CT scan (which the result was all A-okay). and today reading my horoscope that i shouldn't be doing any test, walhal i had to and did take one personality test by JPA in accordance to my CPF interview. owh shucks. and apart from that, receiving a not-so-warm-nor-delightful e-mail.

and it all drains to one question, apekehenye dengan aku ni ha? what is so wrong la. well, perhaps taklah sangat 'sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga', i dont feel exactly that, but i think my stars are just not aligned this week. or maybe now it has dawn on me so that i realize that i m not so great after all. nothing about me or my life is way too admirable (or merely, depends on your perception la kan). and i must have a lot of mistakes that indeed all the things that's happening to me merupakan balasan tuhan. hmm.

well, most friends would say, 'mesti ada hikmahnye' to almost all miseries that i'm facing right now, particularly due to my accident. and frankly, right now, i think antara hikmahnye would be me cooking my own lunch. LOL. soon i might just share all the menu i have for lunch with you guys. owh and another hikmah would be watching DVDs tanpa henti sehingga muntah or tertido la kot. pergh. what bliss.

anyways, for the next few days, i should be looking forward in finishing books like The Reluctant Politician (pasal Tun Dr Ismail), Ash Wednesday by Ethan Hawke (azni, i still think that ash wednesday ni tajuk lagu :p), The Eye (that Shake got me from paris, kan shake?), All The President's Men ( an old movie yg ada bukunya, i think it's about the Watergate Scandal), The World is Flat, Harry Potter final book, and at least 5 more others. LOL.

if only i read my GOVERMENTAL notes as religiously as i read my books, i would have pass the exams. now kena repeat balik. shite.