have u guys been trying to call me the pass 24 hours? no? then good then. i lost my phone. at 4 am this morning. and to add, i lost my car. it was all wrecked and almost a total lost. more, i lost loads of blood. i was in and out of consciousness. thank god i didn't had amnesia. i remembered those numbers that mattered. or at least, that matters to me.
i feel like crying, but what good would it bring at this very minute of my life? well, i had a very lengthy lecture from my parents, and apart from having a bleeding head, i have a bleeding heart as well. and ears of course.
i have to admit, it was all my fault. it couldnt be anyone else's. it was me who was bloody tired. i should have gotten those signals clearly. and of course, the first thing that would come to most mind would be, 'apalah dosa budak ni agaknye?'. well, i have to say, segala dosa i did indeed has cost me almost my life. it indeed has cost me my hair, a substantial amount of money, my time, and so many other things. am i now traumatized by all the experience u ask? well, i am not so sure.
i just passed that road just now with my parents, and i saw some dented dividers on the left of the road, and skid marks and knocked-down signage. i wasn't shivering at all. sitting in a car with my brother and my parents? it only had me feeling nauseous. is that a sign? i don't know. i have been feeling nauseous since i left this hospital this morning. so would i be okay? i'm sure i will. but i guess i have learned a very costly lesson last night.
funny when it was nini's bachelorette's party last night, and i should be having fun, but all i felt was loneliness and sadness. i was obviously in no mood to party. to celebrate whatever. i felt sad. i guess this accident would further justify my reasons for changes. well, i could only expect that, since i am now bogged down with my thumping head, caked blood on my hair and miserable images of my bloody car (and this time i meant that literally . heh)
so okay. i guess i should be getting more rest right now. and for that, i'd like to say 'don't sleep and drive'. heh. my beliefs has been perturbed by my own experience. i have fooled myself.
i'll update u guys with the pictures of my car. but that got to wait til later. so take care.
i feel like crying, but what good would it bring at this very minute of my life? well, i had a very lengthy lecture from my parents, and apart from having a bleeding head, i have a bleeding heart as well. and ears of course.
i have to admit, it was all my fault. it couldnt be anyone else's. it was me who was bloody tired. i should have gotten those signals clearly. and of course, the first thing that would come to most mind would be, 'apalah dosa budak ni agaknye?'. well, i have to say, segala dosa i did indeed has cost me almost my life. it indeed has cost me my hair, a substantial amount of money, my time, and so many other things. am i now traumatized by all the experience u ask? well, i am not so sure.
i just passed that road just now with my parents, and i saw some dented dividers on the left of the road, and skid marks and knocked-down signage. i wasn't shivering at all. sitting in a car with my brother and my parents? it only had me feeling nauseous. is that a sign? i don't know. i have been feeling nauseous since i left this hospital this morning. so would i be okay? i'm sure i will. but i guess i have learned a very costly lesson last night.
funny when it was nini's bachelorette's party last night, and i should be having fun, but all i felt was loneliness and sadness. i was obviously in no mood to party. to celebrate whatever. i felt sad. i guess this accident would further justify my reasons for changes. well, i could only expect that, since i am now bogged down with my thumping head, caked blood on my hair and miserable images of my bloody car (and this time i meant that literally . heh)
so okay. i guess i should be getting more rest right now. and for that, i'd like to say 'don't sleep and drive'. heh. my beliefs has been perturbed by my own experience. i have fooled myself.
i'll update u guys with the pictures of my car. but that got to wait til later. so take care.
updated: the state of my car
pandangan hadapan 25 darjah
segala sudut pandangan and the blood wasted.
okay. sekian.
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rafiqa - sorry to hear that... alamak siannye you.. baru je aritu kita chatting2 kan.. tapi anggaplah ujian dan musibah ini sebagai kifarah buat kita. moga ianya menghapuskan dosa-dosa kecil kita. mungkin ade rezeki yang lebih besar in future? sapa tau kan... cmane hilang henpon tuh? bukan baru je hilang ke?
Alamak.. kesian kat lu :(
Harap lu sabar
babe, heard bout your misfortune from taz. kesian jojol...do get well soon!
heard from taz also. try to reach you also. hope u and jojol will get well soon. take care.
beb, get well soon..pasal kete tak per ler..yang penting, ko selamat..btw, rasa cam baru jer jumpa time dinner ari tue..
thank God u r ok now babe..mase i call ben nak check u up asal i call u tak dapat i kejut gila.. but then smlm da bole dinner sama tu kira dah ok latu..
azral : masa i btau u i ilang fon tu, i dah eksiden dah tu. tp sbb u tanye pasal interview PCF tu, i tak story la pasal eksiden. mcm takde kena ngena.
bro anon: takpe. tgh bersabar la ni. tak jadi meroyan la plak. :P
zaha n ecah : i am quite okay, with massive headaches aje la skang ni. jojol tadi i tgk kat puchong mcm terdapar aje. rase nak nangis pon ye tgk si jojol tu. hmm.
ayuni : mmg pas dinner tu ler i eksiden nye pon. baju yg u tgk i pakai hari tu, lencun abis dah dgn darah. cuma i rasa adik i pon tak gamak nak amek gambo kot. :P
everyone else : thanks for calling and visiting. i dah amek simkad baru kat maxis. and currently using my dad's handphone. and my head's bleeding dah kering. and i had 8 stitches at the back of my head. tinggal due next week utk cabut benang la. dan sket2 sengal badan aje la tinggal. to korang, dont risk life la bile penat. pls. am seriously a living proof of that. (thank god i'm still alive)
hmmm what to say ya?
I just met you that evening. and i can still remember how shiny your car was next to mine. poor you and your ride. get well soon. and from ur voice i know it's bloody hurt. ada hikmahnya tu beb.
hey babazahra'. thanks for calling. tak sangka u would though. yeah, ada la kot hikmahnye. let's hope for the best. thanks yeah.
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a relief that u r ok. the sight of blood is really gory.......
thank God you are okay, dear.
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