man over matter

i know, i am only your girlfriend whose pockets are empty, who has no cock to start with, and i don't have male friends that could drool over you.

but hey, i have been your friend, through so many ups and downs, and you to me, and when it comes between me and a man, u were never in favour of me.

if u think that i m pissed off with u, hell yea! i bloody am. don't tell everyone else that i didn't ask u out last night. all the other nights when i do, u could only dismiss me just by saying that you are not in the mood la, tired la, working la and whatever shits u got.

but when that ball-bearer asked u out, despite u got something against his friends, despite u and him aren't much of an item anymore, despite all that, u go all weak-kneed when he asked u out.

obviously, i am a friend with no benefit. why must u wana hangout with me , no? whatever woman, whatever. i wish i could say 'don't come to me crying later', but those are only words of a short-tempered-not-much-of-a-friend gf when in reality, i wouldn't mind u coming over, at anytime u fancy. i do believe that u r my friend. but if u don't, whatelse can i say.

have a nice weekend folks!